This is one of my fav. Songs, because it really is me. To explain this song, I could just explain what has happened to me lately.

One of my friends is a little bit of a crazy emo chick, and she is, well, doing things she probably shouldn't be. I don't think she cuts, but it rubbed off on me. I started slacking everywhere, stopped seeing my horse, wore WAAAAY too much black and eyeliner, hated my parents, ignored God, thought about cutting, etc. My friend took me to a Christian weekend and it changed me completely. I repented and stuff. And now, I am pretty much who I was before I got so out of whack. Except that I'm always tired, and I don't know why. But who I am hates who I've been right now, too, and I think that is the meaning of the song. The author was doing crazy things like those mentioned above.