It means to start over again. I know that I have always wanted nothing more in my heart than just peace and love but it's harder than it sounds to find in a world that is shrouded in secrecy and riddled with lies. I feel like it is ok to sometimes let go and it's always scary to embrace change, but if you just give it just one more try you might just make the difference your whole life has been fighting for. I gave up in the past few years about 5 ago to be exact, and I couldn't understand how to want to try anymore, in a life that never even felt like mine. But if we don't accept who we are, at the core of our hearts, than we embrace nothing more than the traps that the world has already descided to set for us. It's about doing the right thing, and that's not always popular, and the people around you l, who have preyed upon the fact that they know you have trouble making sense of it all, are blackening the roots of yourself, regressing your spiritual growth. But, if you can somehow reward your sacrifices with something as small as a deep breath, you might be able to finally just stop, and take a step back and give to yourself and to your sometimes broken heart, the love you have hooelessly lost or even thought you just never had, and conserving just enough to keep on reserve and try to remember to not always have just an over abundance of compassion for others without giving a chunk of it to yourself so you can shine to those around you even when you're all that's left, with nobody to share it with, it will be the light that was always waiting for me or you or for all of us stuck on the other side of ourselves, that we will finally for the first time ever, give god a chance, and love ourselves enough to risk our comfort and truly face the fears of the unknown, to be the closure to the life that has become at times, your own nightmare, and tear down the walls and those who seek to keep you inside and no longer allow the child that you once were to be used against you to remind you of your biggest loss, the love you thought you never had, was ALWAYS there inside of you to rescue yourself from the social diseases we once allowed to keep us paralyzed in fear. You are the one that god sometimes needs to be the hope we all sometimes lose, and if someone doesn't do it for you, ask god to reach inside of you one more time and promise you, and only you as that child, that this time you won't ever let go, and walk straight ahead, turn your back on those who contaminate you, feel the air you breathe, the sorrow that's now gone, and be confident that today you all will try to progress by living for this exact moment, allowing yourself to smile again and I will make a promise to you if nobody else does, everything is going to be ok. Tear the whole worls down, stay true to yourself and god will take care of the rest, as he always and forever has, because he will never let you go either.